I’m so relieved I was so nervous before talking to Bill. I wasn’t quite sure how he was going to react when I asked permission to move ,I thought it was going to be like father all over again but it wasn’t .He was all king and sort of worse the father at first . You know pissed off at so king shit and then here I come and ask something to trivial .But I put it all on the table as best as i could and damn those tears after all.Then I made the comment about guards around the cabin already .... I don’t think Tara knows he has placed guards around the grounds of the cabin and now that I’m moving there he is going to put more .I was really hoping that the guard thing was coming to an end but I guess not being followed as well will continue, Tara won’t be happy about this .Well if that’s the cost of my freedom ,or somewhat freedom , I’ll pay the price just to get out of here.
(As she taps her pen on her diary she thinks how in the hell is she going to tell Tara about the guards .Her mind slowly turns to on how Bill reacted to her leaving and really surprised herself that she wanted a little more fight out of him then she got . For most of her life love equaled caged, monitored, followed and her life picked over every inch .And she found herself going down the road of well I guess Bill didn’t really care at all if he's just letting me go ...just another totally emotionally gone mentor, person, father figure who says they care and want to help but really dont ...and with that she grabs her pen ...)
Ok....I have had enough shit about worrying about mentors, father figures and my father all together .I’m free of the fucking place and I’m making a life for myself. Bar owner, home owner and bad ass blood sucking vampire. I’m done with being under anyone’s thumb, I am Willa hear me ROAR!!!!
(She closes her diary and finishes the last of her packing then calls the moving company to make preparation for the weekend move. She then makes the difficult call to Tara, she decided the sooner the better .She dialed Tara’s number but got the leave a message bitch ...So she did “Hey we need to talk about this weekend ...I’m so excited ...Talk soon “. And with that she hangs up and goes over her list once more then grabs a True Blood to relax the rest of the night.
(As she taps her pen on her diary she thinks how in the hell is she going to tell Tara about the guards .Her mind slowly turns to on how Bill reacted to her leaving and really surprised herself that she wanted a little more fight out of him then she got . For most of her life love equaled caged, monitored, followed and her life picked over every inch .And she found herself going down the road of well I guess Bill didn’t really care at all if he's just letting me go ...just another totally emotionally gone mentor, person, father figure who says they care and want to help but really dont ...and with that she grabs her pen ...)
Ok....I have had enough shit about worrying about mentors, father figures and my father all together .I’m free of the fucking place and I’m making a life for myself. Bar owner, home owner and bad ass blood sucking vampire. I’m done with being under anyone’s thumb, I am Willa hear me ROAR!!!!
(She closes her diary and finishes the last of her packing then calls the moving company to make preparation for the weekend move. She then makes the difficult call to Tara, she decided the sooner the better .She dialed Tara’s number but got the leave a message bitch ...So she did “Hey we need to talk about this weekend ...I’m so excited ...Talk soon “. And with that she hangs up and goes over her list once more then grabs a True Blood to relax the rest of the night.