*Sitting in my truck listening to the music.....I cannot believe I am finally doing this, I am leaving home. Looking at the sky as I pass the sun it seemed.....Damn I am going to miss momma. But damn why the hell did I not leave sooner. What the fuck was keeping me back. I know there is something missing whydo I feel like there is a hole in my heart. I have never fell inlove before. I have never had a bad friend....Why the hell am I feeling like I am leaving a big piece of me behinde? I need to keep my head on the game. I am moving to the great white north, yet right now it feels so far and yet not far enough from this place. I need to keep going and never look back....well MAYBE just for now*
