After arriving at my own home that Bill had purchased for me for Christmas that I was making payments on to pay half, I gathered my things and headed inside. I felt empty, broken, somber. My face showed no sign of emotion and I didn't know why I just couldn't feel anything but this numb emptiness. The worst pain was the sharp pull in my chest when I realized I was not the one he loved. It was like a separation of something, could that have broken the bond? My phone chimed and I looked down at the text message.
~Jessica. I am glad you are home from Romania. I have been getting great reviews from your visit. I need to meet with you as soon as possible. I am going to be home in a few hours and would like to talk to you. I love you.~
Anger surged through me out of no where and I threw my phone against the glass pane window, watched it shatter and let my breath out slowly. Something moved on my neck and I realized I was wearing the necklace he'd given me. I pulled it from my neck and removed my engagement ring, walked to the trash can and opened it. Staring at the bottom of the empty trash, holding the necklace and ring in my palm as I stared down at it wondering if I wanted to toss it, bury it...or burn it too.
~Jessica. I am glad you are home from Romania. I have been getting great reviews from your visit. I need to meet with you as soon as possible. I am going to be home in a few hours and would like to talk to you. I love you.~
Anger surged through me out of no where and I threw my phone against the glass pane window, watched it shatter and let my breath out slowly. Something moved on my neck and I realized I was wearing the necklace he'd given me. I pulled it from my neck and removed my engagement ring, walked to the trash can and opened it. Staring at the bottom of the empty trash, holding the necklace and ring in my palm as I stared down at it wondering if I wanted to toss it, bury it...or burn it too.