I laid in his arms for the longest time, four hours had passed since I last looked at the clock. We talked, laughed and kissed like everything was normal again and nothing had happened to interrupt our happiness. Only I knew it did and I knew we weren't out of it yet. His weakened state pulled him into a deep sleep. The sounds of his even breathing and steady heartbeat was almost enough to make me sleep...only I don't sleep unless it's day. That was where I was cursed to never sleep when I wanted to.
His words continued to replay in my head about a DVD I needed to see. Something I needed to know, the same something Kiara knew. It put fear inside of me, so bad I almost didn't want to know. I slowly made my way out of the bed and snuck up to the first floor to make some calls. One to get a new phone, two to get Quinn's rental car delivered to my home. They would be here in an hour and then....then I would know.
"Jessica?" I turned to see a male donor I'd forgotten I'd called for right before Bill had showed up. Narrowing my eyes I realized he looked familiar and stepped forward. I recognized him from Fangtasia...I'd fed on him before in the bathroom.
Feeling ashamed and remembering he was the one I'd fed on and broken my vow to Hoyt to never feed on another guy. I looked away from him and spoke low. "What are you doing here?"
"I got a call from work that I was needed as a donor. I wasn't expecting...I mean I didn't know..."
I shook my head. "Yeah, it's...fine. I uh...can you just give me a few?"
"Yeah, sure. I'll wait in here." He pointed to the living room and I turned away from him, my eyes wide. I remembered how he tasted and gods was it good. Instantly at the thought my fangs dropped and I closed my eyes tightly willing them to go away. Finally they retracted and I exhaled slowly, opening my eyes. Headlights broke my thoughts and I headed outside to greet the rental company driver.
"Thanks I just need to get the bags out and you can take it back." He nodded and handed me the keys. I grabbed the black bag he told me about and a few other things, signed the papers and let him leave. Walking back inside I saw him watching my every move and contemplated telling him he could go...but I was hungry and he would be a great treat. But should I? Could I?
His words continued to replay in my head about a DVD I needed to see. Something I needed to know, the same something Kiara knew. It put fear inside of me, so bad I almost didn't want to know. I slowly made my way out of the bed and snuck up to the first floor to make some calls. One to get a new phone, two to get Quinn's rental car delivered to my home. They would be here in an hour and then....then I would know.
"Jessica?" I turned to see a male donor I'd forgotten I'd called for right before Bill had showed up. Narrowing my eyes I realized he looked familiar and stepped forward. I recognized him from Fangtasia...I'd fed on him before in the bathroom.
Feeling ashamed and remembering he was the one I'd fed on and broken my vow to Hoyt to never feed on another guy. I looked away from him and spoke low. "What are you doing here?"
"I got a call from work that I was needed as a donor. I wasn't expecting...I mean I didn't know..."
I shook my head. "Yeah, it's...fine. I uh...can you just give me a few?"
"Yeah, sure. I'll wait in here." He pointed to the living room and I turned away from him, my eyes wide. I remembered how he tasted and gods was it good. Instantly at the thought my fangs dropped and I closed my eyes tightly willing them to go away. Finally they retracted and I exhaled slowly, opening my eyes. Headlights broke my thoughts and I headed outside to greet the rental company driver.
"Thanks I just need to get the bags out and you can take it back." He nodded and handed me the keys. I grabbed the black bag he told me about and a few other things, signed the papers and let him leave. Walking back inside I saw him watching my every move and contemplated telling him he could go...but I was hungry and he would be a great treat. But should I? Could I?