I woke up with a jerk. had another nightmare. I turned over to see if Alcide was up but he was gone. as I Yawned and looked at my phone for the time my thoughts wondered. I remeber that night when alcide strolled in the barn. He had chalenged JD and I Stood up to be his second. now I was more to him and he more to me. I just wish all this shit was finished with so we could live our lives. so I could wake you in the morning snuggled up with him in our bed. I just wish he would stay with me. I know its selfish of me but I wanted him to my self. I know he has responsibilities and such but I just wanted to stay. I wanted him to come busting through the hotel door and Lay with me all day. to lay with him without out a care in the world.
the noise of the phone ringing made me jump out my daze. I looked at the screen and sighed. It was work calling for the fourth time. I let it go to voice mail and listen to my boss yell. Yeah for sure I would be fired when I get back but who cares. I'll find another job. Alcide means more to me then anything and I was here for him. I peeled my self out of bed and strecthed as I walked towards the bathroom. I stood there for awhile lost in a daze in the mirror. I studied the dark lines and circles under my eyes and shook my head. all this pack business was taking its toll on me and my body. I scratch my head and make a pot off coffee and wait for him to call or text me.
the noise of the phone ringing made me jump out my daze. I looked at the screen and sighed. It was work calling for the fourth time. I let it go to voice mail and listen to my boss yell. Yeah for sure I would be fired when I get back but who cares. I'll find another job. Alcide means more to me then anything and I was here for him. I peeled my self out of bed and strecthed as I walked towards the bathroom. I stood there for awhile lost in a daze in the mirror. I studied the dark lines and circles under my eyes and shook my head. all this pack business was taking its toll on me and my body. I scratch my head and make a pot off coffee and wait for him to call or text me.