by Jessica Hamby-Fortenberry Wed Dec 19, 2012 7:00 pm
I nodded and took a sip of blood, agreeing with her confused statement. She thought for a minute before beginning to answer. I listened so closely to every word. Comparing that to the feelings I had been feeling lately. I stared into space as she talked and took another sip. Her last line....
You stop caring about your happiness and your needs and worry more about theirs. THAT right there, is true love"
I nearly choked on my blood, shaking my hands to tell her I was okay as I stood up and turned away from her. Staring into the fire as I remembered everything Quinn and I shared. There was sexual tension, but I always wanted to be around him. When I was with him just talking, hanging out, fighting, I was...me. I was complete, I was just myself. Always happy and so many times I wanted to say those words, but not until I knew what they meant. The thought of Quinn getting hurt tore me in half, the night I dreamed he was hurt and I couldn't get to him. The pain in my chest was almost unbearable. I turned to face her and shook my head.
"But what if....it's only one sided?" Could he really love me? What if I was just someone he wanted a night with? What if he changed his mind?