Kiara moved away from Quinn's house. Her developed senses were picking up everything he and Jessica were doing and she didn't want her ears to be burned off.
She headed into the wooded area and climbed up a tree. It had been a few days since Bill's attack and despite being a bit sore she felt ok. She turned and sniffed the air.
Strange... nostalgic. She felt the weight of the few days hit her and a song came to her mind.
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
She jumped down of the tree and began to walk further into the woods. She felt the memories play of her life. When she once loved Quinn, the night she gave herself to him...
when her V high pack gang raped her the day after Quinn left..
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
Her days spent sick from the infections she'd gotten with all the cuts and bruises from the other wolves.
Being force fed V and the frenzy she went into, killing two wolves in the process.
Being captured by Russell's vampires and tranquilized before being put in a cell.
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
Those cold nights in that cell, being forced to drink V before fighting other wolves like a rabid dog.
The countless younger wolves she killed being high under the V.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
She shuddered. She remembered....
The 3 times she'd gotten pregnant, the wolves that Russell threw in with her, just to watch them have sex.
The subsequent abortions the vampire forced her to go through and the beatings she received for not fighting while still recovering.
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
The time another vampire had come to Russell, distracting him enough...
Her escape...
Spending 3 days on the run as a wolf, nothing to eat or drink.
Meeting Nik...
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
Nik being like an older brother, soothing her, healing her wounds and helping her back on her feet.
The countless nights she slept with him, solely out of self hate for herself.
When she came to Baton Rouge, and began her business.
The times she'd tried to committed suicide, and Nik had found her only to stop her.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Her first meeting with Bill...
How she'd hated vampires yet he had shattered all her assumptions of them
Meeting Jessica and that rocky relationship.
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
Seeing Quinn again, and sleeping with him several times, seeking to fill that void inside her.
The first night she slept with Bill, and the feelings she'd begun to develop for him.
She shook her head, realizing she'd wondered off quite far from Quinn's estate. She looked up at the starry sky and sighed. Men.. they would be the death of her someday.
She headed into the wooded area and climbed up a tree. It had been a few days since Bill's attack and despite being a bit sore she felt ok. She turned and sniffed the air.
Strange... nostalgic. She felt the weight of the few days hit her and a song came to her mind.
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
She jumped down of the tree and began to walk further into the woods. She felt the memories play of her life. When she once loved Quinn, the night she gave herself to him...
when her V high pack gang raped her the day after Quinn left..
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
Her days spent sick from the infections she'd gotten with all the cuts and bruises from the other wolves.
Being force fed V and the frenzy she went into, killing two wolves in the process.
Being captured by Russell's vampires and tranquilized before being put in a cell.
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
Those cold nights in that cell, being forced to drink V before fighting other wolves like a rabid dog.
The countless younger wolves she killed being high under the V.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
She shuddered. She remembered....
The 3 times she'd gotten pregnant, the wolves that Russell threw in with her, just to watch them have sex.
The subsequent abortions the vampire forced her to go through and the beatings she received for not fighting while still recovering.
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
The time another vampire had come to Russell, distracting him enough...
Her escape...
Spending 3 days on the run as a wolf, nothing to eat or drink.
Meeting Nik...
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
Nik being like an older brother, soothing her, healing her wounds and helping her back on her feet.
The countless nights she slept with him, solely out of self hate for herself.
When she came to Baton Rouge, and began her business.
The times she'd tried to committed suicide, and Nik had found her only to stop her.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Her first meeting with Bill...
How she'd hated vampires yet he had shattered all her assumptions of them
Meeting Jessica and that rocky relationship.
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
Seeing Quinn again, and sleeping with him several times, seeking to fill that void inside her.
The first night she slept with Bill, and the feelings she'd begun to develop for him.
She shook her head, realizing she'd wondered off quite far from Quinn's estate. She looked up at the starry sky and sighed. Men.. they would be the death of her someday.
