She sat at the bay window and stared out at the night sky just as she did when she was home. She was thankful for the bay window, missing her own but knowing that she was where she needed to be. For everything that had happened and everything that was going on...she just needed some space from it all.
She wondered how Quinn was doing, quickly trying to shake him from her thoughts. She needed to stop thinking about him, try and dig deep into her feelings. The dream she had about him a week ago still lingered in her mind, even though she tried to block it out. Closing her eyes, she pictured James in front of her...if he were here what would she say to him?
Her mouth moved and words came out before she thought about it, just picturing him before her. "You're everything I need and should want." Her eyes shot open as she looked around nervously and swallowed. That was...weird. She had made sure her mind was blank, body relaxed and pictured him before her, smiling softly as he always did. The words came...from her heart. She placed her hand over her heart and smiled a little. She missed him...
She understood that longing feeling, even though her thoughts would often go to Quinn, the front runner on her mind was always James and how he was, if he understood her leaving. Would he be upset? She opened her phone and saw more missed calls from Jason, knowing he might be looking for her because of Bill. Leave it to Bill to get an ex to find her. She huffed and ignored the 14 voicemails, 18 text messages and 72 missed calls. Instead, she went to her photo album and looked at the picture she took of James when they could walk in the sun. He didn't know she had secretly snapped it. He had been lost in his own thoughts, his face so serious. She couldn't help but smile.
Maybe she should call him? No, no not yet. Tara was right though, before moving on with James...things had to be ended for good with Quinn.
Final.
Over.
Finished.
The. End.
That thought somehow scared her. For the longest time, Quinn was her everything. Now...she was just a distant piece of his memory.
She wondered how Quinn was doing, quickly trying to shake him from her thoughts. She needed to stop thinking about him, try and dig deep into her feelings. The dream she had about him a week ago still lingered in her mind, even though she tried to block it out. Closing her eyes, she pictured James in front of her...if he were here what would she say to him?
Her mouth moved and words came out before she thought about it, just picturing him before her. "You're everything I need and should want." Her eyes shot open as she looked around nervously and swallowed. That was...weird. She had made sure her mind was blank, body relaxed and pictured him before her, smiling softly as he always did. The words came...from her heart. She placed her hand over her heart and smiled a little. She missed him...
She understood that longing feeling, even though her thoughts would often go to Quinn, the front runner on her mind was always James and how he was, if he understood her leaving. Would he be upset? She opened her phone and saw more missed calls from Jason, knowing he might be looking for her because of Bill. Leave it to Bill to get an ex to find her. She huffed and ignored the 14 voicemails, 18 text messages and 72 missed calls. Instead, she went to her photo album and looked at the picture she took of James when they could walk in the sun. He didn't know she had secretly snapped it. He had been lost in his own thoughts, his face so serious. She couldn't help but smile.
Maybe she should call him? No, no not yet. Tara was right though, before moving on with James...things had to be ended for good with Quinn.
Final.
Over.
Finished.
The. End.
That thought somehow scared her. For the longest time, Quinn was her everything. Now...she was just a distant piece of his memory.
