He would be gone, in what seemed only a few moments to her. Yes he could love her and did love her, but was a really fair to let her love him. He spent many sunsets thinking about this yet he had never come up with an answer.
John knew that he loved her, and he knew, and at least he believed he knew, that she loved him as well. How long could they really live this illusion? He could already feel the stretching of the scars speak to him of age slowly climbing toward him. The recent battles and showed him that he was no longer the warrior of his youth. He had taken a heavy loss, his first. He really wondered if she understood how hard it had been him to accept a gift that had been the downfall of so many he knew.
As the sun dipped below the horizon, he sighed and turned back to his desk and back to work…
“Vincent, Ms. Hamby should be waking soon, please make sure to give her something interesting tonight. Maybe one of the exotics that you’ve been saving for a special occasion.”
“Of course Mr. Quinn, right away.”
John watched Vincent walked out of the room and smiled, hoping that Vincent had not seen the tears on his face. John rose and walked to the side counter and splashed some water on his face, wiping it with a towel that was nearby. He needed to put on a strong face for her. She had gone through too much recently prior to cause her more pain. He wanted to give her as many smiles and as many good nights as he could while time allowed him to…
John walked over to the side closet and picked out what he knew was one of her favorite suits. Slipping it on here back to his desk and got back to work…