by John Quinn Wed Dec 19, 2012 11:20 am
"Kiara, if you had only said. With what you said to me, I thought you wanted me gone. The next time I saw you, you acted as if there was nothing between us, so I accepted that...I moved on...as I believed you had...All we seem to do when we try to be together is cause each other pain. How many times have we tried, Kiara? Every time, it ended badly. I only hope that you can eventually find someone who will treat you as well as you deserve."
He looked toward Merlotte's door, thinking of Jessica. With her vampire ears, she was probably within earshot and that meant she would know everything that had been said.
"I am not going to lie to you, Jessica does make me happy. I have a connection to her I don't yet understand, but just being around her improves my mood. I am going to do my best not to screw it up, but I am in new territory with this. I just hope that you can find happiness..."
He tried for a gentle smile, but he was not sure how well it worked...
"I know that it may be hard, but I would like to ask you one favor..."
He looked her directly in the eyes...
"I am asking you to forgive me...for the pain I have caused...for the anger I made you feel...and the sadness that both brought about...I really do wish to at least be civil, if not friends..."