As I laid on my side, looking into his eyes as he spoke of his regrets. Me..not telling me sooner. I swallowed nervously as I looked down at the tattoo on his chest. His arm around my waist as I felt whole and connected, even if it were for just this moment. I had been broken tonight into a million pieces at the stabs of Jason's words. Words so cold, so hurtful. His question made me think hard as well. My thoughts went to the night I walked into Merlotte's and met Hoyt Fortenberry; I never regretted meeting him. Then of course they went to Jason Stackhouse. The night I helped him and saved his life...giving him my blood to survive. Things just went downhill from there, but I didn't regret saving him, I couldn't.
"I regret....I used to regret sneaking out the house on November 9th 2008." As much as I loved and accepted what I was, if I could go back, I would. I would have never snuck out for the party, never got taken by those vampires and never turned against my will by Bill Compton. One would think that was my regret, but not fully. "I regretted it for a while. Never growing old seems nice, but as Hoyt's mama so boldly pointed out, I'll never bare children. Ever." Looking back up into his eyes. "I used to regret it. But I know that if things were like before, I'd have never been led to you. You came into my life for a reason John Quinn, and I have to find out why. Good or bad. So my biggest regret? My biggest regret would be meeting the true death without having loved fully and been loved."
"I regret....I used to regret sneaking out the house on November 9th 2008." As much as I loved and accepted what I was, if I could go back, I would. I would have never snuck out for the party, never got taken by those vampires and never turned against my will by Bill Compton. One would think that was my regret, but not fully. "I regretted it for a while. Never growing old seems nice, but as Hoyt's mama so boldly pointed out, I'll never bare children. Ever." Looking back up into his eyes. "I used to regret it. But I know that if things were like before, I'd have never been led to you. You came into my life for a reason John Quinn, and I have to find out why. Good or bad. So my biggest regret? My biggest regret would be meeting the true death without having loved fully and been loved."